At tonight’s Grammy Awards, pop singer Demi Lovato returned to the stage to perform her new song “Anyone” for the first time. The track hits close to home for the singer; she wrote the tune days before 2018 overdose. Her performance of the song, which you can see below, didn’t leave a dry eye inside the Staples Center. In an interview with Apple Music, which you can also check out below, the singer talked about hearing the song with a different mindset. “I listen back to these lyrics almost as a cry for help. … I think I was recording it in a state of mine where I thought I was OK — but clearly I wasn’t,” she said.

Minutes after her performance, “Anyone” popped up on various streaming services here. The song is the follow up to 2018’s “Sober,” which details her relapse. Lovato has been working on the follow up to their 2017 studio album Tell Me You Love Me, which features the hit singles “Sorry Not Sorry” and the title track.